Loneliness

*Sigh* What do you do when the one person you want back just wont ever be yours again??

What do you do when you've lost your one last chance of happiness??

I ask myself these questions because I have lost the guy I want back and I just havent felt the emotion of happy for a while. No one seems to satisfy me. I can meet such amazing guys and cute ones, but they dont do anything for me... There is someone out there right now that I know dose though.

Yet I dont have him, I want him, and I would so anything to have him back.. But then I just keep thinking of how dumb that would be since I'd have to give him up again...

Damn..

Looks like this pain will haunt me for days to come.

Enjoy love while it last, it only ends in heart ache.. Happy endings in fairy tales dont exsist anymore.